The Judgment Day

As a lawyer I have faced this strange feeling many times, feeling of sinking down...feeling of being knocked out..feeling of being helpless...feeling where you have played your role and you just wait to get a result. A result which can either give you a lot of satisfaction,money and fame or it can give you a feeling of not being good enough to save some one... it is a pressure cooker situation which i never enjoyed... being a criminal lawyer judgment day used to be a full of dilemma for me..on one hand I used feel that my client should be acquitted on the other hand I used to feel am I betraying people around me? As the person in question most of the times did not come to us with clean hands...
Today,with billions of my people I'm facing this feeling again, feeling of anxiety, insecurity,helplessness...hoping and praying nothing goes wrong and the judgement delivered by the Hon'ble High Court is accepted by all the related parties and rest of the people of our Country...
The clock is ticking and pressure is high I just hope this judgment does not provide fuel in this already grown fire of communal divide... 1992 caused lots of disparity, doubts, anger and hatred which till date has not hilled up....just wish we dont get to see a repeat of 1992-93...lets pray to almighty that in his name we do not strike out his own creation.....Humans.................